to blog or not to blog??

that's the million dollar question.  why start one?  why keep up with one?  does one really want to share pains, sufferin's, triumphs, letdowns, vast knowledge or lil or nothin', experiences, decisions made (good or bad)?   what's the point?

i've no answers fer any of the above.  some folks told me i needed one, so started this one.  there's no structure to the darned thing.  i bounce all over the place.  i'm hard to follow (ok, who's followin' me? don't they know i'm lost?), i get it.

havin' been told most my life that i'm not wired right seems to be a good cause fer it all.  i used to have grand humor.  was told to write a book...  i tried, apparently that's one of my many "aint bright enough to figure that out" thingies.  i don't find myself funny.  i think the southern drawl makes some things i say sound funnier than they actually are.  i'm extremely over-animated when i'm with folks i don't know.  they make me uncomfortable & i  reckon it's my belief that if i can make 'em laugh (usually it involves things that aren't funny to begin with, jest a knack i've got perhaps), they won't see how insecure i truly am.

i find comfort in critters.  the 4 legged kind.  most all species.  i'm fascinated by 'em.  their behaviors, learnin' patterns, structures of their life.  they are not judgemental.  they care not what'cha where, where ya hang yer hat, what sorta vehicle ya drive.

one can go out in a cat suit, bare-butt naked and they don't blink an eye.  they aren't impressed with designer clothin', makeup or the latest hair style.  they accept ya as ya are.  how ya treat & interact with 'em.

shame folks can't be that way.  what a better world this might be if we took the cue from critters & nature.  respected each others territories.  did no harm fer the sake of greed....

oh, i've been ponderin' over startin' another of these silly things - jest fer the malady's that seem to be strikin' mine & so many others bodies ~ fer the celiac's out there.  in hopes that perhaps we can get it figured out the best of our abilities and show the medical profession that we're not nut cases to be swept under the rug.